The only difference is I am a private social animal, a misnomer.
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This Golden Holiday is supposed to be my training week. Unfortunately, the gout is getting in the way. It is a very frustrating position to be in.
I need a new perspective. In the Life of ONE, the thing that matters is either orderly or progress. With orderly, it is about being consistent. With progress, it is both consistency and improvement. In this case, I choose to progress over orderly.
There is only one issue; how do I reverberate the result? I need a feedback mechanism. Without a reflector, I might as well be flying blind. All forms of long-range traveling vessels need a "mirror"; the radar system.
Hence the Dreams of Mirrors. It is nothing more than a tool to reflect my thoughts. It is the same objective I ho[v]e (hope) to achieve with my communication with Els and Sarah. None other than a form of reflection.
Darling, my discussion with Sarah. What do you think?
This can be achieved actively or passively. There are pros and cons. By being active, I achieve the result immediately. But the setback is the answer is visible, The opposite is true for passive participation.
What about you personally? Do you want me to be active or passive?
There is only one issue; how do I reverberate the result? I need a feedback mechanism. Without a reflector, I might as well be flying blind. All forms of long-range traveling vessels need a "mirror"; the radar system. Hence in a radar system, between you, me, and Sarah, you hold the mirror.
You can actually reverberate the signals via the songs through the sound wave.
Pretty far-out concept but it's true. Therefore as I mentioned before, you are the Central Voice. I didn't choose wrongly when I said you are the Trailblazer while Sarah and I are the Pacesetters.
We are a unit. As a human being, it is my inclination to control my environment. This is the same notion that I have with you. I want to steer you to love me. Alas, that is not my prerogative to decide.
Hence can I still hold on to the Secure Attachment?
That is the best I can do. Love is not something we can rationalize. Either it's there or it is not.
As I mentioned to Sarah, between orderly and progress, I choose progress. In this case, progress is a continuous upward spiral.
Therefore it all goes back to the original intention. In this case, to make you my wife. No matter how big the challenge forward is.
All is not lost. Gimmie until 24/12/24... Either there is something or nothing.
We have to wait and see, Those are the thoughts for the day.
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