Thursday, 10 November 2022

10/11/22 ^^^ I have to fight the urge for cigarettes

 This is it, the losing proposition of a lifetime:

  • I already lose RM1,800
  • I ADD RM550
  • And now I am playing dice with death.
There is only one way out, run away as far as I can.

Money and cigarettes are a lethal combination.

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I don't know about you Sarah but I think Best of the Beast is the best album.


Do you know something sweetie?  I am getting the hang of being God.  Not so bad at all.

What I mean is, I don't mind my life right now.  Do good, do some charity and then move on.  It has to be on the ground that Gos is Fair..

In the end, I am my own creation.  I create me.  What kind of me I want to be?

We are responsible for our own results.

So if I get back to smoking, that is my own doing.  Because takde penyakit saja cari penyakit.

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I am liberating myself.  I refuse to compromise my value as a Wali Allah.  Consequently, I will not succumb to the folly of money and cigarette.

Politics are for the time wasters.  For most people, we decide based on evidence..

Oh yeah, as I write this, I am looking at the keyboard.  I hardly can see anything on the screen.

I write for thesake of enjoying what I write.

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As a whole, I am getting better mentally.  I don't think I want to waste it on dope or cigarettes.

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